CHANGE

"And suddenly you know... It's time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings!"

I opened Pinterest today to find a quote about change, this was the first one that popped up! I can't even begin to tell you how true this is in my life right now. Since October I have been a stay at home mom! I have had to entertain a three year old all day! I have had to learn how to cope with feelings I didn't even know existed because I always had work to hide them with. I honestly thought maybe, just maybe I was feeling this way because I didn't have a job. Maybe I'm not cut out to be a mom full time! Maybe my kids deserve better.

Where do these feelings come from? and why do I have them!? I have always been a pretty happy, upbeat person, maybe that was because I always hid my problems away and NEVER let anybody know. I always put on a smile and acted like live was so great! I realized last week that I was extremely depressed. I realized last week that I have gone through a lot of "LIFE CHANGING" things and have never really addressed them!

You know the saying "The first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem?" On Saturday night I did that! I told Craig that ya know what, I'm sorry when you come home the house isn't always clean. I'm sorry there is stuff all over the place. I told him that there are days I can barely get up in the morning, because all I want to do is sleep. There are days that the only thing that gets me through is having my three year old home!

There are days that I literally do ABSOLUTElY NOTHING! Things such as going to the store, taking Ryker to school, getting dressed, taking a shower, that takes more effort than I can even explain. It wasn't until last week that It finally hit me, I am BROKEN! This blog is the safest thing I have. Writing helps me heal.

I decided on Saturday that I have to address these issues. I have to address EVERYTHING I have gone through in my life and I have to gain strength to overcome them. I have done the first step. Quitting my job was the HARDEST most rewarding thing I've done. If I didn't quit my job I would still be hiding behind my job. I would still hate life. I would still have no strength to get stronger!

Today I made a decision, to change my life. I have watched and watched and taught myself about this product. I was able to go to a super Saturday event for this amazing company and with the support of my amazing friend Erin, who I have watched her life change so much the last couple months. I have decided to take a leap of faith and try a product that will help me get on track. I tried this product for 7 days a couple months ago, and I know it works. I'm excited to tell you I have joined Plexus and I cannot wait to share with EVERYBODY that has gone through similar things I have!

If you are depressed, have anxiety, struggling with weight-loss, look no more! I promise you, this stuff works. If you are interested, please let me know and I will be happy to talk to you! If you are on medication but hate the way you feel, please let me know! I promise you this works! The above mentioned are not the only things this amazing product has helped with. There are a list of others!

Let's be the change of today, instead of the statistic for tomorrow! Let's do this together! Let's learn and grow and empower all people who struggle. Let's CHANGE!

I am so grateful that I have writing to help me cope with my depression! Let me tell you, it is hard work to live with this awful disease! I have so much hope for the future because of the change I want and will gain strength.

with so much love,

Chelsea

CYH!